Understanding depression

Years ago I played the personification of depression in a monologue performed as part of the “The Mental Health Players of New York.”  This was performed before a convention consisting of people who have suffered from clinical depression or bipolar disorder. I share with you this meaningful piece so that the loved ones of those battling depression can understand the agony of the illness and seek proper intervention.

(Start) — I make you wish for the darkness of night.

I make everything you do an effort,

Brushing your hair, your teeth.

I take away your concentration and  your memory, sap you of all your energy

So that sleep becomes your main preoccupation.

I obliterate your passion for sex.

I make you feel so lonely that even in a crowded room you feel alone.

Unworthy of the very air you breathe,

I take away all the joy from your life.

Your misery is neverending.

You are drowning in a sea of despair,

And each day the tides carry you further and further from life

Until you just want to die.

I AM DEPRESSION,(end)